by
wensum24
@ 02/10/2005 - 12:16:19
A 3-1 away win to Brighton was very welcome, and deserved. Suddenly Norwich City have got it together, without changing their style too much...I don't know what happened during their first 7 or so games, but 4 wins in their last 6 games would get them in the promotion places...fingers-crossed. It's looking better, yet can still get better too.
This afternoon I'll be going to my friend's birthday party, as we were at school together, and lost touch for 16 years, until I returned to Norwich and had a chance meeting in 2003, so we are now very happy to meet up weekly and enjoy whatever.
Colour: brown, red and grey
Music: Robert Miles: Children, (a seminal time for me, this was popular in France when I was there, in 1994, and only made a hit in England in 1996.)
PS:
Well, I can say, I prefer to be alone these days...I love people, and when called out, I give my love for my friends, but actually, I prefer just being with one friend, not crowded, and giving full attention.
Today I don't want to write a blog or share anything with anyone to be honest, but my mood will change, I guess. I am given to sharing by nature...too much, and now I wish to close the door more...and look after myself, and my failing health, and not give anymore attention to others...I did the right thing of being unselfish for 34 years, and I do not know if it has made me feel better or worse, but I do know that I'll respect myself more from now on...sometimes people make me more unhappy than happy. 'I'm fine by myself thanks' is what I feel inside right now, but if it were entirely true I'd not write a word here...
however, being alone is precious, in it's own unique way...it's uncomplicated, and broader than being committed and bogged down with others. (Actually, I know it is hard too...but I think there are positives that can be found and appreciated a little more.)
Enjoy people, enjoy yourself, enjoy whatever comes your way, as best you can.
Writing today has helped me, cleared my mind, calmed me a little...