"Never are we nearer the Light
than when darkness is deepest."

Swami Vivekananda

Hanggang may buhay may Pag-asa.
If there's life, there's hope.

Hello dearest friends, how I miss you all...
I'll write more fully, when I have some strength...I'm under heavy medication and between injections...does that sound painful??? does that sound possible?????? hahaha.

I love ALL the comments you've made on my blog, and feel so guilty at not replying yet...but I promise I will asap.

I'm also taking some Chinese medication too; ginseng and wild lingzhi. This is day 4 of the all natural Chinese powdered medicine, and I don't mind it at all.
But my NHS medication, has been forgotten...since yesterday the 'deliverer' forgot to stop by me, and I've therefore been 20 hours without my much needed medicine!!! sigh...

for the sake of my sigh
came an honest cry
tears failed my eyes
in the bitter taste of abscence.

Under a blanket of snow here in Norwich, I say take care, my thoughts are POSITIVELY with you all.
love,
lauren6

"Crying In The Rain"

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for stormy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain.

(I actually like A-ha's version of this song the best.)