I tried to write something that might make sense here, and failed due to ridiculously heavy medication...but rest assured each and every comment from you all was read, and appreciated with my heart content!

Dearest friends, I give you this song...my favourite music of this moment...

The Beloved: Three Steps to Heaven

consider it done like a father, like son
like a ship that is lost at sea, drifting aimlessly
far away from me

when you're falling asleep and your breathing is deep
but your drifting right out of sight into darkest night
go towards the light

feel love (feel love) - real love (real love)
give love (give love) - three steps to heaven
love life (love life) - live life (live life)
give life (give life) - three steps to heaven

like a shot in the dark, i was wide of the mark
it's wide open and plain to see,
just the inner me, trying to break free

feel love (feel love) - real love (real love)
give love (give love) - three steps to heaven
love life (love life) - live life (live life)
give life (give life) - three steps to heaven

(feel love, real love, give love...)
(feel love, real love, give love...)
(feel love, real love, give love...)
(feel love, real love, give love...)

it was all coming back when the image turned black
and my vision began to swim, something from within
seemed to pull me in

feel love (feel love) - real love (real love)
give love (give love) - three steps to heaven
love life (love life) - live life (live life)
give life (give life) - three steps to heaven

feel love (feel love) - real love (real love)
give love (give love) - three steps to heaven
love life (love life) - live life (live life)
give life (give life) - three steps to heaven
three steps to heaven...

from lauren6's recovery room

...thank you for your lovely, lovely comments, ALL of you, ALWAYS...make me so much happier.
A big thanks to you all for such comments on my blog...and please, please, please forgive me for not being able to reply to all of them...it hurts me to not do that, however, I hope you understand the reason...being here, recovering slowly...

I would add that I have found this blog community to be truly supportive and incredible...beyond anything I could ever have imagined, and for that I'm extremely grateful.

However, today, I cannot feel or use my right leg, the nerves in my spine taking a pounding yesterday.
But, hoping for the best!

Take care everyone~~!!
love,
lauren6

ps: I don't feel like mentioning Liverpool today.

All Changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.

Anatole France