The past three days have all felt like a Saturday to me, so tomorrow will be no surprise...

Those three days have been closer to hell than I would have liked, or expected, as my health took another turn for the worse, with the added blessing of a hospital-contracted winter vomiting bug. Compounded by my losing the vicks vaporub last night!

I've been unable to sleep, or keep down food, but far from leaving me thinner, I've blown...full-blown! My mind must, really must, stay focused on recovery, but this week I'll be the first to admit that depression may have knocked at my door, with no answer it sought a way-in, and perhaps found one. The broken window's of my health now sense the chilly night air as well as the now perpetual vulnerability. This week, somehow, (and after I thought I was doing well), I have found myself down a cul-de-sac...an unmapped one at that.

Upwards and onwards it must be...and if Arsenal and Middlesborough can inspire on the field, then as a human I should try too.
Congratulations to those two teams...one seemed more likely than the other, but in both cases team spirit won through, and deservedly so! I wish it was Liverpool red though~~

This week, Travis have filled my headphones, particularly this song...

Travis: Walking Down the Hill

Walking down this hill tonight
I had a thought all to myself
As I contemplated the moonlight

We've got it all, we've got it made
I don't know how I got here
But I'm holding on for the crash

Pull myself out of the moon
I know I'll never go there but
It's shining down from up on high
We got it made, we got it made
I don't know what we gotta make
Sooner or later lay down

We're apart, go to pieces
Why not go to sleep

Look into my heart, oh baby
Don't become a part of the past
You can be a part of the keep

Don't turn away, don't run away
Don't leave me hanging by a thread
Shine a little love down on me

We're in love, make your peace
Wasting time is all you need

Walking down this hill tonight
I had a thought it was my own
Moon swept by the clouds and save the starlight
Or shall I be or shall I not be
I don't know I just don't
Feel like it tonight