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This morning, being fired-up, I managed a drawing, in slight trepidation, as my L5 has been hurt so much, but the relief inside me, that I can still manage to draw, is overwhelming.
I drew this with my consultant nearby...almost in defiance, I showed him what I can humbly do, IN SPITE of his edict.
I am still going...still doing what I love, still living, but thanks to my willpower, and my loved ones mindpower.
That's lovely, many congratulations. Don't know if you saw my post on wild Parakeets in Surrey yesterday but we still have a lot of birds here in Wiltshire. So glad to see you drawing again.
 | wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 09:36 |
Thanks P, I'll have a visit later.
I'm very nervous and upset by various things today...deeply so...some awfully negative events around me.
I'm going out later but you can write me when ever you want. PM me if you prefer.
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 09:48 |
Thanks so much...I need someone to talk to...
You're welcome. I'm in till about 11am and then back about 4pm.
 | kiki2u [Member] http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 10:09 |
Hope you feel better today!
I'm going out, right now, just to let here a GOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGGGGGGG
Hgs2ux2000
| kiki2u [Member] http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 10:10 |
OOH my first miskaka!too!
Isn't *hugs= is * Hugs
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 10:16 |
i miss you so much.....take care..sent msg you now.
lotsluv2u2x1,000,000 xox
| kiki2u [Member] http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 18:24 |
miss? why? ooh! Be happy pls, don't go down! aah, be stoic, don't let them harm you!
i know,and i replied and so, etc
yeah lots luv2u2x2.000.000
| kiki2u [Member] http://www.kikita.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 18:24 |
AAAAAAAAAAH and the draw is wonderful
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 18:52 |
Yes, I have some fire in me; that survival instinct...just some events these past two days...only two people were bad to me...only two...but they are important to me, in different ways...so I am hurting a LOT...so much...but I'm not weak, and will be ok, soon...
I can't write anything now, after posting that poem...my hands stop writing verse now...aftershock.
Just don't know why people love hurting me...
but close2u, always, preciousONE...no matter what happens to me, I care 4u deeply, pls remember this, promise? ok?
lotsluv2u...preciousluv2preciouskkXeverything
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 10:21 |
2000?? It went down again?? 
manyhugsssssssssssssssss luv2u..stay by me, plsssssssss....x10000
 | yolicoliflor pro 26/09/06 @ 16:09 |
big surprise this morning to see a drawing again !
Two beautiful birds ! neither one is alone or want to be alone !
I can imagine the scene, you drawing in front of consultant !
Good ! Great ! you mark your independance !
But You're bleeding.... Too hard to take... But you'll win for sure ! No doubt !
I will send you passages of the guide of Light warriors
bisous
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 16:16 |
Thank you Y...yes, large parts of me are wide open, gaping wounds, bloodstained feelings, all at once...I am badly hurt from the things that have gone on recently...much more than the surgery itself...these idiotic consultants...can't they understand that to come through two operations in a week is HARD??? But no, he wants to kick me, time and time again...seems he has demons within HIM...thank goodness it was not him that operated on me...well, I was anaestheticised so I'm not sure now...
Thank you, the guide of light warriors is very welcome...this independant soul seeks company
bisous
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 16:18 |
oh! this drawing gave me great hope!! the fact that I can still use my right arm and hand well enough to do it, and the fact that Dr-Demon saw me doing it!!
Yes, exactly..neither bird alone, nor wanting to be alone...exactly! 
It feel so right.
| yolicoliflor pro 26/09/06 @ 16:30 |
My dear, Ed ! It's not a Light warrior i'd like to be but a Dragon itself to spit fire and clear all invisible yet hurting human dirt around you ! I cannot remain calm and wish not to alterate you....
do you have your family around you from time to time , Are you facing 100% those butchers ?
Yet when sadness and hurt diminuent- you must be clever ans you are... And will trick them royally.
Sorry ! I'm writing so poorly... Not a good day definitely... hard time finding words and ortograph.
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 16:34 |
Oh, family...well...mum is great...but I am quite alone usually. Not that it hinders me, but sometimes it hurts...yes.
I wrote to kkoceanstar about it today, I need them by me, but they are not so. mum is the one, really the only one.
but you all have helped me in more ways than you will know...and in many ways that you will know...thank you, deeply.
trick them royally...it is a way to go now¬¬
| yolicoliflor pro 26/09/06 @ 16:46 |
The only way to know is to learn you're through it and happy. Even if nothing is definitive in life. They should teach us that with first syllables. Tooo late for my children but you're on time for yours...
My children are learning on the" tas" like is maybe the only way to learn...
You're like my daughter; My son is going to be 33.
Big kisses to your Mum
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 16:51 |
It's funny, I was brought up to give, selflessy, and to always think of others...indeed, I am happy to be this way...but when I once asked to be thought of, in the first instance, (spine operation), I have been made to feel terrible, selfish, vile...
I'm still in shock...one time in my life, I had to use my energy on myself...and I'm being treated by some, soooo brutally...what a world!
Well, let my inner self come right out now...it can do good for others....in many ways, I'm here for you...yes, I am.
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 16:53 |
I'm here for you=all people that I would like to help, generally,
...I'm writing on a remote control....so hard!
Yes, I'll see mum tonight...thank you¬¬
bisous
| yolicoliflor pro 26/09/06 @ 17:05 |
Ok, Ed go and rest.... will comment your last later on.... so many things to say...
this is a big big turning point in your life as you well understood and..... if you were fantastic as domeone told me in March you're turning into ..... into what, Ed ?
someone so Great and Deep conscious capable of far more before all this started. You had ecucation now you have experience ans self care to share with others. All comes frompm within.
thank you for helping me.
bisous
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 26/09/06 @ 17:13 |
We all have so much, and we are all here sharing, smiling, crying, hoping, praying, embracing the days with strength, that I can feel with certainty...the one certainty indeed...
Hopes are in the air, everyday, every breath, it's just so automatic, we need to be manual every once in a while!
You helped me too, a LOT.
P and ever-preciousKK and gane and others too...lovely world sometimes!
We are in it together at the same time, with slightly different hurts...but we share the same happiness
bisous
| yolicoliflor pro 26/09/06 @ 17:31 |
Ca c'est bien dit !
Tu tiens depuis plusieurs heures... je croyais que tu allais faire un break...
j'ai envie de t'écrire mais une vrai lettre papier et stylo (que veux-tu je suis d'une autre génération). Peut être ce sera l'occasion ce WE puisque je fais une nlle virée de 1200 km pour aller voir John et les heures à lui consacrées sont noyées dans celles de repos et attente. Ensuite scanner et voilà !
Je vais essayer... Je partirai vendredi, passer à lyon incognito et arriver sud de Paris samedi pour rentrer lundi et rendre la voiture de location. Idiot qd il ya le train mais comme à chaque bout ce sont de petits patelins paumés... Et en plus la voiture me sert de Chenil por ma Bobtail, Neige !
Pourtant les chiens qui me font rêver sont les Irish wolfhoounds. Mais j'ai un engagement aà vie avec Neige et je suis une veinarde !
Ciao !
 | Hanna [Member] 27/09/06 @ 08:52 |
That is very neat and cute!! I hope you feel better and have a good rest!!!
| wensum24 [Member] http://wensum24.blog.co.uk 27/09/06 @ 11:52 |
Thanks very much...drawing helped me a lot yesterday. Still in hospital with a lot of pain.
How are you? All ok?
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