Another hellish night survived...but no thanks to doctor's ideas on medication. I became paralised down my left side yet again, for several hours into the night, and my vision became blurred once more, to which the doctor said, "rest nerves".
I am still baffled and surprised at this retort...what exactly does it mean????
He busied himself in such a way as to become 'unavailable' within a second of this remark, after which nobody was seen until breakfast this morning.

I am very down right now. I know they will force feed me tablets again soon, and my naseous state of immobility will return...what is going on???

Damn this existence.

Here I stand, yet here I don't belong
Here I fall, a familiar theme song
Here I cry, in prostrate largo
Here I am, a victim of healthcare embargo

There I see a blundering screed
There I seek pyretic need
There I sought a glimmer of hope
There I saw, sealed in a white envelope

And I waited upon a list concealed
And I pleaded for remedy unrevealed
And I begged to be heard
And I fell to asthenic undeserved

Everywhere I see the pull of selves
Everywhere I seek answers upon shelves
Everywhere I sought faith in their madness
Everywhere I saw in dicrotic helplessness.

[Where can I feel at home
Where is healing in medical tome
Where do footstep echoes lead
Where am I, plugged in monitoring 'need'?]

-wensum24

By the way, I will reply to all the lovely comments when I can, that I promise..nobody is ever forgotten... you dear souls.

Shrouded by the darkened silence of clouds
forever moving with expentant crowds
turning for a back-biting second
distorts all that was reckoned
in a deluge of one-track mind
to the updraft of love to find
symbolic arcus of hearts intertwined
life's rotational magnitude opined
in Equatorial escape, journey's end
with a passionate axis leaning to transcend
after a celestial pause in sunbeams
reposeful attic in a house of dreams
embedded in 4 seasons sonnenlicht
waking beside your touch of mondlicht
a deep breath of fresh air
in midnight blue, still and bare
beneath the talismanic hazel so doughty
foliaceous thoughts ever-changing...
the spring buds of this tree planted
a life shared and together granted.

written by wensum24

The Animals Exodus

Along time ago a mouse was sleeping in the forest under a tree. A gush of wind went through the forest and knocked a branch of the tree down, and as the branch fell it landed on the sleeping mouse. The mouse woke up and startled it began to run!

The mouse ran faster and faster passing a rabbit, the rabbit asked "Why are you in such a hurry?" The mouse said, "Because the wind blew hard and knocked a tree branch down hitting me."

The rabbit then began to run with the mouse and as they ran they came upon a marten. The marten asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?" The rabbit said, "Because when the mouse was sleeping the wind blew hard uprooting an entire tree almost killing all the animals that were beneath it!"

The Marten then became startled and in fear began to run with other animals, and as they ran they came upon a goat. The goat asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?" To which the Marten replied, "Because when the mouse was sleeping their was an earthquake which caused an opening in the earth almost swallowing all the animals that were in its' path!"

The goat then became startled as well and in fear ran with the other animals. Every animal that came upon their path became startled with the ever changing story... what a task it would be to catch them!