Nervous Road Block

What happened?...to bring me to such a place
I hear metalic rattles and the drum of my heart
but feeling nothing; this numbness doesn't know where to start!
what changed? the scenery on this seasoned frown upon my face

I'm lost again without my property to sleep in
only ceilings of a Norfolk that was never this flat
before the needles gave me this reason to chat
help is at hand!...they find me here ready to win

I have a name upon this tag, and it's printed in China
now that's established, where am I exactly?
tell me before I forget, as I remember it so abstractly
my art has come undone and yet it couldn't be finer.

By Ed.

(This was before another surgery; in a waiting area, dressed-down for the operation, but barely able to move, I was allowed a pen and my notebook. This was also after numerous medication too, but allow me to share my trepidation of the time.)